Again I know im writing this on Thursday but im just coping what I wrote from my peice of paper that i kept my journal on.
Its monday night and im trying to get some sleep, I just emailed my english teacher to tell him that im going to be in class tomorrow for my rough draft talk. That really stinks because i know those are big days and they help out alot. I really havent even started yet working on my paper becuase i cant get my mind off of things. Its so hard to focus when i know that my grandpa is dieing. We still dont know how bad his cancer is and i think thats the worst part of it all because now i have all these things going through my head. I keep thinking of the worse possiable things that could happen. My grandma keeps telling me that he is going to be ok but i hate when people say that because he is not ok thats why he is in the hospital! I guess i just dont understand I know that my grandpa is not the only one that has cancer in this world but its just a really hard time for me. Were not driving back home tell late wednesday night after my grandpas next doctor appointment where we find out if the cancer is in his bones. Right now he is just laying in the hospital bed. The doctors want to keep a good eye on him tell his doctor appointment on Wednesday. Its horriable i hate this place.. its so sad and depressing.
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